Reset the Bone

 

I want to reset the bone, I want to be right.

But what will I do without my fear to die?

The reason I can’t sit in the silence alone

Is fear of what I might lose if I find the light

 

I say I hate it

But I know I’m the one who’s keeping it here

I say I’m jaded

But I’m creating the cloud that’s creating my fear

 

What do I do with these dreams

Where I push you back when you comfort me?

I know I want just to be seen

But I get so scared when you see me on the brink

 

I say I hate it

But I know I’m the one who’s keeping it here

I say I’m jaded

But I’m creating the cloud that’s creating my fear

 

I don’t see where to step

With my head in the clouds

But the ground is so gray

So I put my pain on the shelf

At a Catch-22 I keep a secret from myself